I awoke, oppressed by a mysterious sensation.There seemed something missing in my environment.But the mystery and oppressiveness vanished after the first few seconds of waking, when I identified the missing something as the wind.I had fallen asleep in that state of nerve tension with which one meets the continuous shock of sound or movement, and I had awakened, still tense, bracing myself to meet the pressure of something which no longer bore upon me.
It was the first night I had spent under cover in several months, and I lay luxuriously for some minutes under my blankets, (for once not wet with fog or spray), analyzing, first, the effect produced upon me by the cessation of the wind, and next, the joy which was mine from resting on the mattress made by Maud's hands.When I had dressed and opened the door, I heard the waves still lapping on the beach, garrulously attesting the fury of the night.It was a clear day, and the sun was shining.I had slept late, and I stepped outside with sudden energy, bent upon making up lost time as befitted a dweller on Endeavor Island.
And when outside, I stopped short.I believed my eyes without question, and yet I was for the moment stunned by what they disclosed to me.There, on the beach, not fifty feet away, bow on, dismasted, was a black-hulled vessel.Masts and booms, tangled with shrouds, sheets, and rent canvas, were rubbing gently alongside.I could have rubbed my eyes as I looked.
There was the home-made galley we had built, the familiar break of the poop, the low yacht-cabin scarcely rising above the rail.It was the Ghost.
What freak of fortune had brought it here -- here of all spots? what chance of chances? I looked at the bleak, inaccessible wall at my back and knew the profundity of despair.Escape was hopeless, out of the question.
I thought of Maud, asleep there in the hut we had reared; I remembered her "Good night, Humphrey"; "my woman, my mate," went ringing through my brain, but now, alas, it was a knell that sounded.Then everything went black before my eyes.
Possibly it was the fraction of a second, but I had no knowledge of how long an interval had lapsed before I was myself again.There lay the Ghost , bow on to the beach, her splintered bowsprit projecting over the sand, her tangled spars rubbing against her side to the lift of the crooning waves.Something must be done, must be done.
It came upon me suddenly, as strange, that nothing moved aboard.Wearied from the night of struggle and wreck, all hands were yet asleep, I thought.
My next thought was that Maud and I might yet escape.If we could take to the boat and make around the point before any one awoke? I would call her and start.My hand was lifted at her door to knock, when I recollected the smallness of the island.We could never hide ourselves upon it.There was nothing for us but the wide raw ocean.I thought of our snug little huts, our supplies of meat and oil and moss and firewood, and I knew that we could never survive the wintry sea and the great storms which were to come.
So I stood, with hesitant knuckle, without her door.It was impossible, impossible.A wild thought of rushing in and killing her as she slept rose in my mind.And then, in a flash, the better solution came to me.All hands were asleep.Why not creep aboard the Ghost , - - well I knew the way to Wolf Larsen's bunk, -- and kill him in his sleep? After that --well, we would see.But with him dead there was time and space in which to prepare to do other things; and besides, whatever new situation arose, it could not possibly be worse than the present one.
My knife was at my hip.I returned to my hut for the shotgun, made sure it was loaded, and went down to the Ghost.With some difficulty, and at the expense of a wetting to the waist, I climbed aboard.The forecastle scuttle was open.I paused to listen for the breathing of the men, but there was no breathing.I almost gasped as the thought came to me: What if the Ghost is deserted? I listened more closely.There was no sound.I cautiously descended the ladder.The place had the empty and musty feel and smell usual to a dwelling no longer inhabited.Everywhere was a thick litter of discarded and ragged garments, old sea-boots, leaky oilskins -- all the worthless forecastle dunnage of a long voyage.
Abandoned hastily, was my conclusion, as I ascended to the deck.Hope was alive again in my breast, and I looked about me with greater coolness.
I noted that the boats were missing.The steerage told the same tale as the forecastle.The hunters had packed their belongings with similar haste.
The Ghost was deserted.It was Maud's and mine.I thought of the ship's stores and the lazarette beneath the cabin, and the idea came to me of surprising Maud with something nice for breakfast.
The reaction from my fear, and the knowledge that the terrible deed I had come to do was no longer necessary, made me boyish and eager.I went up the steerage companionway two steps at a time, with nothing distinct in my mind except joy and the hope that Maud would sleep on until the surprise breakfast was quite ready for her.As I rounded the galley, a new satisfaction was mine at thought of all the splendid cooking utensils inside.I sprang up the break of the poop, and saw -- Wolf Larsen.What of my impetus and the stunning surprise, I clattered three or four steps along the deck before I could stop myself.He was standing in the companionway, only his head and shoulders visible, staring straight at me.His arms were resting on the half-open slide.He made no movement whatever -- simply stood there, staring at me.
I began to tremble.The old stomach sickness clutched me.put one hand on the edge of the house to steady myself.My lips seemed suddenly dry and I moistened them against the need of speech.Nor did for an instant take my eyes off him.Neither of us spoke.There was something ominous in his silence, his immobility.All my old fear of him returned and by new fear was increased an hundred fold.And still we stood, the pair of us, staring at each other.
