'Ah! but you're inside now,' said the voice.
The answer did not satisfy Curdie; but the voice went on.
'There are more moons than you know of, Curdie.Where there is one sun there are many moons - and of many sorts.Come in and look out of my window, and you will soon satisfy yourself that there is a moon looking in at it.'
The gentleness of the voice made Curdie remember his manners.He shut the door, and drew a step or two nearer to the moonlight.
All the time the sound of the spinning had been going on and on, and Curdie now caught sight of the wheel.Oh, it was such a thin, delicate thing - reminding him of a spider's web in a hedge.It stood in the middle of the moonlight, and it seemed as if the moonlight had nearly melted it away.A step nearer, he saw, with a start, two little hands at work with it.And then at last, in the shadow on the other side of the moonlight which came like silver between, he saw the form to which the hands belonged: a small withered creature, so old that no age would have seemed too great to write under her picture, seated on a stool beyond the spinning wheel, which looked very large beside her, but, as I said, very thin, like a long-legged spider holding up its own web, which was the round wheel itself She sat crumpled together, a filmy thing that it seemed a puff would blow away, more like the body of a fly the big spider had sucked empty and left hanging in his web, than anything else I can think of.
When Curdie saw her, he stood still again, a good deal in wonder, a very little in reverence, a little in doubt, and, I must add, a little in amusement at the odd look of the old marvel.Her grey hair mixed with the moonlight so that he could not tell where the one began and the other ended.Her crooked back bent forward over her chest, her shoulders nearly swallowed up her head between them, and her two little hands were just like the grey claws of a hen, scratching at the thread, which to Curdie was of course invisible across the moonlight.Indeed Curdie laughed within himself, just a little, at the sight; and when he thought of how the princess used to talk about her huge, great, old grandmother, he laughed more.But that moment the little lady leaned forward into the moonlight, and Curdie caught a glimpse of her eyes, and all the laugh went out of him.
'What do you come here for, Curdie?' she said, as gently as before.
Then Curdie remembered that he stood there as a culprit, and worst of all, as one who had his confession yet to make.There was no time to hesitate over it.
'Oh, ma'am! See here,' he said, and advanced a step or two, holding out the pigeon.
'What have you got there?' she asked.
Again Curdie advanced a few steps, and held out his hand with the pigeon, that she might see what it was, into the moonlight.The moment the rays fell upon it the pigeon gave a faint flutter.The old lady put out her old hands and took it, and held it to her bosom, and rocked it, murmuring over it as if it were a sick baby.
When Curdie saw how distressed she was he grew sorrier still, and said:
'I didn't mean to do any harm, ma'am.I didn't think of its being yours.'
'Ah, Curdie! If it weren't mine, what would become of it now?' she returned.'You say you didn't mean any harm: did you mean any good, Curdie?'
'No,' answered Curdie.
'Remember, then, that whoever does not mean good is always in danger of harm.But I try to give everybody fair play; and those that are in the wrong are in far more need of it always than those who are in the right: they can afford to do without it.Therefore I say for you that when you shot that arrow you did not know what a pigeon is.Now that you do know, you are sorry.It is very dangerous to do things you don't know about.'
'But, please, ma'am - I don't mean to be rude or to contradict you,' said Curdie, 'but if a body was never to do anything but what he knew to be good, he would have to live half his time doing nothing.'
'There you are much mistaken,' said the old quavering voice.'How little you must have thought! Why, you don't seem even to know the good of the things you are constantly doing.Now don't mistake me.
I don't mean you are good for doing them.It is a good thing to eat your breakfast, but you don't fancy it's very good of you to do it.The thing is good, not you.'
Curdie laughed.
'There are a great many more good things than bad things to do.
Now tell me what bad thing you have done today besides this sore hurt to my little white friend.'
While she talked Curdie had sunk into a sort of reverie, in which he hardly knew whether it was the old lady or his own heart that spoke.And when she asked him that question, he was at first much inclined to consider himself a very good fellow on the whole.'Ireally don't think I did anything else that was very bad all day,'
he said to himself.But at the same time he could not honestly feel that he was worth standing up for.All at once a light seemed to break in upon his mind, and he woke up and there was the withered little atomy of the old lady on the other side of the moonlight, and there was the spinning wheel singing on and on in the middle of it!
'I know now, ma'am; I understand now,' he said.'Thank you, ma'am, for spinning it into me with your wheel.I see now that I have been doing wrong the whole day, and such a many days besides!
Indeed, I don't know when I ever did right, and yet it seems as if I had done right some time and had forgotten how.When I killed your bird I did not know I was doing wrong, just because I was always doing wrong, and the wrong had soaked all through me.'
'What wrong were you doing all day, Curdie? It is better to come to the point, you know,' said the old lady, and her voice was gentler even than before.
'I was doing the wrong of never wanting or trying to be better.
