"No,no,"--sharply pushing her off."The boy'll starve."She hurried from the cellar,while the child wearily coiled herself up for sleep.The rain was falling heavily,as the woman,pail in hand,emerged from the mouth of the alley,and turned down the narrow street,that stretched out,long and black,miles before her.Here and there a flicker of gas lighted an uncertain space of muddy footwalk and gutter;the long rows of houses,except an occasional lager-bier shop,were closed;now and then she met a band of millhands skulking to or from their work.
Not many even of the inhabitants of a manufacturing town know the vast machinery of system by which the bodies of workmen are governed,that goes on unceasingly from year to year.The hands of each mill are divided into watches that relieve each other as regularly as the sentinels of an army.By night and day the work goes on,the unsleeping engines groan and shriek,the fiery pools of metal boil and surge.Only for a day in the week,in half-courtesy to public censure,the fires are partially veiled;but as soon as the clock strikes midnight,the great furnaces break forth with renewed fury,the clamor begins with fresh,breathless vigor,the engines sob and shriek like "gods in pain."As Deborah hurried down through the heavy rain,the noise of these thousand engines sounded through the sleep and shadow of the city like far-off thunder.The mill to which she was going lay on the river,a mile below the city-limits.It was far,and she was weak,aching from standing twelve hours at the spools.
Yet it was her almost nightly walk to take this man his supper,though at every square she sat down to rest,and she knew she should receive small word of thanks.
Perhaps,if she had possessed an artist's eye,the picturesque oddity of the scene might have made her step stagger less,and the path seem shorter;but to her the mills were only "summat deilish to look at by night."The road leading to the mills had been quarried from the solid rock,which rose abrupt and bare on one side of the cinder-covered road,while the river,sluggish and black,crept past on the other.The mills for rolling iron are simply immense tent-like roofs,covering acres of ground,open on every side.
Beneath these roofs Deborah looked in on a city of fires,that burned hot and fiercely in the night.Fire in every horrible form:pits of flame waving in the wind;liquid metal-flames writhing in tortuous streams through the sand;wide caldrons filled with boiling fire,over which bent ghastly wretches stirring the strange brewing;and through all,crowds of half-clad men,looking like revengeful ghosts in the red light,hurried,throwing masses of glittering fire.It was like a street in Hell.Even Deborah muttered,as she crept through,"looks like t'Devil's place!"It did,--in more ways than one.
She found the man she was looking for,at last,heaping coal on a furnace.He had not time to eat his supper;so she went behind the furnace,and waited.Only a few men were with him,and they noticed her only by a "Hyur comes t'hunchback,Wolfe."Deborah was stupid with sleep;her back pained her sharply;and her teeth chattered with cold,with the rain that soaked her clothes and dripped from her at every step.She stood,however,patiently holding the pail,and waiting.
"Hout,woman!ye look like a drowned cat.Come near to the fire,"--said one of the men,approaching to scrape away the ashes.
She shook her head.Wolfe had forgotten her.He turned,hearing the man,and came closer.
"I did no'think;gi'me my supper,woman.
She watched him eat with a painful eagerness.With a woman's quick instinct,she saw that he was not hungry,--was eating to please her.Her pale,watery eyes began to gather a strange light.
"Is't good,Hugh?T'ale was a bit sour,I feared.""No,good enough."He hesitated a moment."Ye're tired,poor lass!Bide here till I go.Lay down there on that heap of ash,and go to sleep."He threw her an old coat for a pillow,and turned to his work.
The heap was the refuse of the burnt iron,and was not a hard bed;the half-smothered warmth,too,penetrated her limbs,dulling their pain and cold shiver.
Miserable enough she looked,lying there on the ashes like a limp,dirty rag,--yet not an unfitting figure to crown the scene of hopeless discomfort and veiled crime:more fitting,if one looked deeper into the heart of things,at her thwarted woman's form,her colorless life,her waking stupor that smothered pain and hunger,--even more fit to be a type of her class.Deeper yet if one could look,was there nothing worth reading in this wet,faded thing,halfcovered with ashes?no story of a soul filled with groping passionate love,heroic unselfishness,fierce jealousy?of years of weary trying to please the one human being whom she loved,to gain one look of real heart-kindness from him?If anything like this were hidden beneath the pale,bleared eyes,and dull,washed-out-looking face,no one had ever taken the trouble to read its faint signs:not the half-clothed furnace-tender,Wolfe,certainly.Yet he was kind to her:it was his nature to be kind,even to the very rats that swarmed in the cellar:kind to her in just the same way.
She knew that.And it might be that very knowledge had given to her face its apathy and vacancy more than her low,torpid life.
One sees that dead,vacant look steal sometimes over the rarest,finest of women's faces,--in the very midst,it may be,of their warmest summer's day;and then one can guess at the secret of intolerable solitude that lies hid beneath the delicate laces and brilliant smile.There was no warmth,no brilliancy,no summer for this woman;so the stupor and vacancy had time to gnaw into her face perpetually.She was young,too,though no one guessed it;so the gnawing was the fiercer.
