"It's a shame! The son of such a well-known and respected man! It is unbecoming your position. You may go. But should this happen again! Hm! I should be compelled to notify your father, to whom, by the way, I have the honour of presenting my respects."Foma watched the play of the old man's physiognomy and understood that he was afraid of his father. Like a young wolf, he looked askance at Chumakov; while the old man, with comical seriousness, twisted his gray moustache, hesitating before the boy, who did not go away, notwithstanding the given permission.
"You may go," repeated the old man, pointing at the road leading to his house.
"And how about the police?" asked Foma, sternly, and was immediately frightened at the possible answer.
"I was but jesting," smiled the old man. "I just wanted to frighten you.""You are afraid of my father yourself," said Foma, and, turning his back to the old man, walked off into the depth of the garden.
"I am afraid? Ah! Very well!" exclaimed Chumakov after him, and Foma knew by the sound of his voice that he had offended the old man. He felt sad and ashamed; he passed the afternoon in walking, and, coming home, he was met by his father's stern question:
"Foma! Did you go to Chumakov's garden?"
"Yes, I did," said the boy, calmly, looking into his father's eyes.
Evidently Ignat did not expect such an answer and he was silent for awhile, stroking his beard.
"Fool! Why did you do it? Have you not enough of your own apples?"Foma cast down his eyes and was silent, standing before his father.
"See, you are shamed! Yozhishka must have incited you to this! I'll give it to him when he comes, or I'll make an end of your friendship altogether.""I did it myself," said Foma, firmly.
"From bad to worse!" exclaimed Ignat. "But why did you do it?""Because."
"Because!" mocked the father. "Well, if you did it you ought to be able to explain to yourself and to others the reason for so doing.
Come here!"
Foma walked up to his father, who was sitting on a chair, and placed himself between his knees. Ignat put his hand on the boy's shoulders, and, smiling, looked into his eyes.
"Are you ashamed?"
"I am ashamed," sighed Foma.
"There you have it, fool! You have disgraced me and yourself."Pressing his son's head to his breast, he stroked his hair and asked again:
"Why should you do such a thing--stealing other people's apples?""I--I don't know," said Foma, confusedly. "Perhaps because it is so lonesome. I play and play the same thing day after day. I am growing tired of it! While this is dangerous.""Exciting?" asked the father, smiling.
"Yes."
"Mm, perhaps it is so. But, nevertheless, Foma, look out--drop this, or I shall deal with you severely.""I'll never climb anywhere again," said the boy with confidence.
"And that you take all the blame on yourself--that is good. What will become of you in the future, only God knows, but meanwhile--it is pretty good. It is not a trifle if a man is willing to pay for his deeds with his own skin. Someone else in your place would have blamed his friends, while you say: 'I did it myself.' That's the proper way, Foma. You commit the sin, but you also account for it. Didn't Chumakov strike you?" asked Ignat, pausing as he spoke.
"I would have struck him back," declared Foma, calmly.
"Mm," roared his father, significantly.
"I told him that he was afraid of you. That is why he complained.
Otherwise he was not going to say anything to you about it.""Is that so?"
"'By God! Present my respects to your father,' he said.""Did he?"
"Yes."
"Ah! the dog! See what kind of people there are; he is robbed and yet he makes a bow and presents his respects! Ha, ha! It is true it might have been worth no more than a kopeck, but a kopeck is to him what a rouble is to me. And it isn't the kopeck, but since it is mine, no one dares touch it unless I throw it away myself.
Eh! The devil take them! Well, tell me--where have you been, what have you seen?"The boy sat down beside his father and told him in detail all the impressions of that day. Ignat listened, fixedly watching the animated face of his son, and the eyebrows of the big man contracted pensively.
"You are still but floating on the surface, dear. You are still but a child. Eh! Eh!""We scared an owl in the ravine," related the boy. "That was fun!
It began to fly about and struck against a tree--bang! It even began to squeak so pitifully. And we scared it again; again it rose and flew about here and there, and again it struck against something, so that its feathers were coming out. It flew about in the ravine and at last hid itself somewhere with difficulty. We did not try to look for it, we felt sorry it was all bruised.
Papa, is an owl entirely blind in daytime?"
"Blind!" said Ignat; "some men will toss about in life even as this owl in daytime. Ever searching for his place, he strives and strives--only feathers fly from him, but all to no purpose. He is bruised, sickened, stripped of everything, and then with all his might he thrusts himself anywhere, just to find repose from his restlessness. Woe to such people. Woe to them, dear!""How painful is it to them?" said Foma in a low voice.
"Just as painful as to that owl."
"And why is it so?"
"Why? It is hard to tell. Someone suffers because he is darkened by his pride--he desires much, but has but little strength. Another because of his foolishness. But then there are a thousand and one other reasons, which you cannot understand.""Come in and have some tea," Anfisa called to them. She had been standing in the doorway for quite a long while, and, folding her hands, lovingly admired the enormous figure of her brother, who bent over Foma with such friendliness, and the pensive pose of the boy, who clung to his father's shoulder.
